This is a note to myself...For about the 25th time, tonight I once again had to change my password to figure out how to get into my account. I do not know what it is that blocks that password from my mind....hmmmmm it is probably my mind telling me to drop this stupid blog and do something worthwhile! I have now put the password in a very safe place. Which I will hopefully not forget where the safe place is.
Well, I have chosen not to drop this stupid blog because as of now I have 6 people following it, going to it and being inundated with photos, creative writing, updates on news, updates on my very important doings of the day, etc. I have however decided to add twitting to my ever growing talents.
As I am already a twit, I should easily learn how to twit....or tweet or whatever one does there. I have made some other decisions as well.... I will learn this blog....other people use BlogSpot and have wonderfully interesting blogs....I can do that too. And I will...because, "I can do all things through Christ Who strengthens me." That is straight out of the Bible ... Philippians 4:13.
I have procrastinated about so many things simply because I felt I was too old and tired and etc., that it began making me truly sick, and I don't mean unhealthy, I mean truly sick. I have so many things I want to do....here they are:
I want to make beautiful polymer clay jewelry
I want to sell my beautiful polymer clay jewelry
I want to work on this blog and write about Roy
I want to work on this blog and put up photos of Roy
I want to start twitting
I want to conquer facebook
I want to conquer this blog
I want to conquer twitter
I want to be a better wife
I want to be a better mother
I want to be a better grandmother
I want to be a better great grandmother
I want to be a better witness for Jesus
I want to be a better Christian
I want to be a better person
I want to be a better friend
Okay this is my list of for right now, which is already overwhelming! Oh my, how could I forget......I WANT TO WRITE A BOOK AND HAVE IT PUBLISHED!
So, I basically think about all I want to do and study things to help me do them and then do nothing else to do them.....I think I have seen a pattern develop here. I think I am going to have to start thinking about breaking this pattern. Hopefully I don't think about breaking this pattern that I begin procrastinating on breaking this pattern. Do you understand my dilemma here?
Why at 69 years old, did I decide to do all of these things? Couldn't tell you. Don't know why myself.
Oh yeah, I also forgot to that I want to learn to organize my time better....perhaps spend a bit more time doing than thinking....that could be a good step to take....I will think that through!
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Bye for now.....have to go to bed....am really just tired from all this thinking.....
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